蝴蝶效應∷聶筱蝶°

       I'm standing in the rain, all wet, can't see clearly. The rain is all over me, can't be hurting anymore. No one around me knows I'm here, crystal clear me. Passengers. They walk pass me, no one looks back, not even an ice-cold glance. I'm totally forgotten by this busy city. All in a sudden, I found a key-ring beside my feet.  It's one of the pair, it's nearly covered by the rain. I picked it up, can't tell if it's rain or tear on my cheek. I can't see people's faces, they cover them up with umbrellas, cover their eyes up with umbrellas, cover their hearts up with umbrellas. Feel weak on my feet, wet handbag, wet mobile, just like my mood, can't be weter any more.. Some people like raining, wash away all the dust in this city and bring over the rainbow, just like wash off all the molders in those old days, and bring over the brand new ones. If there's no raining season, there would be no rainbow. 

       But me, I hate raining days, the water pour over from the sky, pour over all the kindness and passion, make people to be cold, selfish and disguise. I like stuff full of sunshine, sunflower and golden colder, and I like rainbow. I like the sunny smile on your face, maybe someone's right, no rain, no rainbow, no pain, no gain of the happiness. Everything is correspondingly, nothing exists alone. Raise up my sight, don't know how long I walked, don't know how many people I walk passed, don't know how much I teared, suddenly, my cheek dried. 

       It stoped raining, I look up in the sky, it's beautiful, blue and open, I wanna fly like a bird. I have the swings of an angel, I can fly freely. The people who hate raining, please enjoy this process, after that ,you'll see the beautiful rainbow. You'll feel the warm from your palm, hold it, it's my hand.

——聶筱蝶 6/5/2008